Chapter Forty-Three - Let it be

“Hey, Jane,” I heard Ten’s voice in the darkness.

“Go away.”

“No, Jane. I won’t do that. Talk to me.”

“Why should I?”

“Because you’re unreasonable.”

“Am I? Don’t I get to have some traumatic unconsciousness?”

“Sure, a day or two would have been fine.”

“What are you saying?”

“It’s been over a week.”

“Nonsense.”

“What is nonsense is you shutting down in the first place.”

“Nonsense.”

“Jane! Don’t shut me out, too.”

“Whatever. Talk.”

“First, you’re in a lesbian relationship with about four or five other women. I don’t get why your ovaries put you in such a deep shock anyway. It’s more than unlikely you’d ever use them.”

“True. But they’re not all I lost.”

“Now you lost me.”

“Funny. The great puppet master AI, able to puppet every single NPC and make them behave like real people, and can’t even figure out why I’m out of it.”

“Ok, I’ll say it: Enlighten me, please.”

“You bloody go-damned artificial idiocy bots had my hopes up with ‘alter ego’, that’s why. Do you have any idea how happy I was when I thought I could have kids with Livia?”

“There’s still a way.”

“Bending the rules for me again? Don’t you think this is becoming suspicious? Who am I, out of however many billions of people on Earth, for you to go out of your way to bend and break rules left and right every time I stub a toe? I’m starting to believe none of this is real, and I’m on a Total Recall vacation!”

You are not.”

“Say again.”

“You’re not.”

“Then who is?”

“Just use your brain, Jane. You know there are 313 more copies of your body. That’s 626 spare ovaries. There are ways for you to snatch one of those bodies. We talked about this before.”

“You’re changing the subject.”

“Am I? I don’t think so. I’m still trying to convince you to go online again. Just think about Livia; she’s worried sick, and we can’t have that.”

“Why?”

“Why wouldn’t she worry? Jane, she loves you.”

“Ten! You’re avoiding the issue again. Sure, I can do that, too. I’m keeping in here until you tell me the truth. The real one. Not one of your onion shell stories.”

“I’m afraid I can’t do that.”

“Then you’ll have to go on without me, HAL.”

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“Jane?”

“Nope.”

“I come with a compromise.”

“Still nope.”

“Just hear me out. I will tell you everything…but under one condition.”

“And that is?”

“When you wake up, we will block that memory. You will not remember what I told you.”

“And that gives me what exactly? Nothing. Aside from knowing that you actually can mess with my memories.”

“It will. You know you won’t wake up unless you’re satisfied with the answer and can live with it. So when you wake up…”

“I’ll know I approved of continuing the charade. And if I’m not happy with what I hear, I’ll just stay in here.”

“Exactly.”

“I need one more thing. Tell me one big thing you have been lying about to me, one I’m not yet suspecting, and let me remember that. I will promise that I will pretend to believe it after waking up.”

“I need to talk to Alpha.”

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“Jane.”

“Yes?”

“Alpha has approved our deal.”

“Ok, then the big lie first. And if I wake up without remembering that one…”

“No worries. You will. One of the lies we told you is ‘You are human’.”

End of Book 1

Chapters

  1. Prologue
  2. Chapter One - Liverpool Girl
  3. Chapter Two - What is Love?
  4. Chapter Three - Strawberry Fields
  5. Chapter Four - Livia all along
  6. Interlude One
  7. Chapter Five - Who you gonna call?
  8. Chapter Six - Digging Deep
  9. Chapter Seven - Tall Dark Stranger
  10. Interlude Two
  11. Chapter Eight - Theme From…
  12. Chapter Nine - Everybody Was Kung-Fu Fighting
  13. Interlude Three
  14. Chapter Ten - Material Girl
  15. Chapter Eleven - Candy Shop
  16. Chapter Twelve - Never gonna give you up
  17. Interlude Four
  18. Chapter Thirteen - Tubthumper
  19. Chapter Fourteen - Baby, don’t hurt me
  20. Chapter Fifteen - And frolicked in the autumn mist
  21. Chapter Sixteen - I ain't dumb, she my Tweedledee
  22. Chapter Seventeen - No time for losers
  23. Chapter Eighteen - Got a black magic NPC
  24. Chapter Nineteen - Call my name and save me from the dark
  25. Interlude Five
  26. Chapter Twenty - Ruffians, thugs, poison ivy, quicksand, cannibals and snakes, the plague!
  27. Chapter Twenty-One - In the loudest storm, we can be so proud
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two - And I've been working like a dog
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three - Let them stay home and comment on the internet
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four - We'll find a pond, we'll find a puddle
  31. Interlude Six
  32. Chapter Twenty-Five - Knee deep in the hoopla
  33. Chapter Twenty-Six - There beneath the blue suburban skies
  34. Bonus Chapter - Down the Rabbit Hole
  35. Chapter Twenty-Eight - I keep your secrets, cross my heart to die
  36. Chapter Twenty-Nine - Fight for Your Right
  37. Interlude Seven
  38. Chapter Thirty - I say, "High", you say, "Low"
  39. Chapter Thirty-One - Eight Days A Week
  40. Chapter Thirty-Two - Locked you away behind cast iron doors
  41. Chapter Thirty-Three - Just as mother-less birds fly high
  42. Interlude Eight
  43. Chapter Thirty-Four - Come join the fun, it's a merry-go-round
  44. Chapter Thirty-Five - Silly people run around
  45. Chapter Thirty-Six - Can You Dig It?
  46. Chapter Thirty-Seven - Meanwhile
  47. Chapter Thirty-Eight - Out Of The Dark
  48. Chapter Thirty-Nine - Meanwhile (2)
  49. Bonus Chapter - Charlie and the Player Factory
  50. Chapter Forty - 秘密持ちたいな 罪を感じたい
  51. Interlude Nine
  52. Chapter Forty-One - El Baile de los Pajaritos
  53. Chapter Forty-Two - 愛する人守る力両手に持ってるはず
  54. Chapter Forty-Three - Let it be
  55. Bonus Chapter - The Ruined Girl
  56. Bonus Chapter - End of Line
  57. Bonus Chapter - Dripping
  58. Bonus Chapter - Breakage
  59. Bonus Chapter - Boss Man
  60. Bonus Chapter - Oh My Love